Two different lifestyles. In a way I have it easier than others because I’m being showed glimpses of the other world that for most people would be “the unknown”. But it’s not super unknown to me quite the opposite. AND YET I’M TRAUMATICALLY EFFECTED ANYWAY. What sense does it make that I still look back at selfish crumbs from lower vibrational beings afraid to release them when I’m spending time with people who own bakeries and tell me to pick out anything I’d like from it. One day I might even have someone want to give me the entire bakery. But I’m still thinking about other's selfish crumbs?? What sense!? Do you remember the story of the woman in the Bible that was told not to look back or she would turn into a pillar of salt? Now I know what that story means. If I continue to look back I will be stunted from growth and will not move up. Do NOT be afraid to release your lower old consciousness and lifestyle. There are people literally looking back at their old “shack” when in front of them is a pot of gold and mansion (to use another metaphor) which their attachment and trauma keep them procrastinating on. This is an area which you MUST USE LOGIC. Hope this helped bring you a little closer to accepting your personal 5D—the same you’re admittedly chasing, got heaven’s sake. And yes, you WILL have to release some (maybe even many) people that aren’t a vibrational match to go and move upward with you. If you think it’s worth becoming a pillar of salt then that is your choice. And your freewill. Use logic here. P.S. The ONLY reason to ever “look back” is to rectify/reconcile past karmic trauma you’ve chosen not to look at because it hurts too much. That’s a MUST before you can fully step into the New Earth.